You see, I woke up stronger, much stronger today.
The infinite possibilities haven't all hit me yet.
But if some possibilities occured to me this morning, of course there are more beyond what I have thought of.
I allowed it to happen, some of the things that I could control, I no longer wanted to.
No, I didn't leave reality and lose ambition to apply myself in the community. Just a paradigm shift of sorts...
I am conducting my time and energy from a different base; exchanging the constantly doing for thinking. This one change has made all the difference in the world to me.
And what I found was that events turned out much better than the way I would have wanted them to.
This mode of thinking allowed me to see that I wasn't all that. A realization that maybe just maybe life doesn't have to be so damn stressful. That no matter what, it will turn out okay whether you get gray hair over it or not. More than that, it will turn out just the way it supposed to. Perfectly imperfect. No, not anticlimactic, just reality. A reality I now embrace.
