Close to Fearless

So why do we put ourselves through the, "Why can't I do more?" Ha!

It's really, "Why WON'T I do more?"........ I am scared of loss...losing my husband and children. When I tell myself I can't spend time with them, I am creating a self fulfilling prophecy because my response is to break away from them. If I embrace them, I will love and eventually lose them. *Tears*

Wow, that is selfish!!

Who am I to rob them of my true, whole hearted love? The wife who spends her days being the best she can be to her beloved. Offering compassion, adventure through all of our days. The mother who embraces every hug, shares a smile and lends a steady helping hand with a problem. I will be the woman I know I am. I will be the woman who....is fearless.

Candle

Candle with a flame



Entices all of my core.



It pushes me out.



Failing hold releases a spark.



A vow keeping me from dark.

Moment

Sometimes I don't understand
the way it goes according to plan
and I say, "Wow, can everything else wait?"

Wait while I enjoy this moment in life!
The, "I can't, I won't" is gone for now.
I am here in the moment, I can fly.

Moment, baby me now. I can melt out of my shoes.
I can lift off to another place and call it free.